Chcialabym pisac ten list do mojej przyjaciolka ale jestem teraz bardzo chora i nie mam sily, i chce szybko wyslac.
Bardzo prosze, jak bedzie po polsku?
Dear Friend,
I think I hurt you and I never meant to hurt you. I never doubted your friendship; you are a wonderful, dear, sweet friend. I only doubt myself and that is what makes me act so stupid, and damage a good friendship. But I cannot seem to help it. I try; I try very hard.
Also I don't feel good. I am ill. Often I have fever and for months now there is a pain in my head as if a knife were cutting into my brain, and as if something were squeezing my brain very hard. My heart beats very fast and I feel nervous. I am usually nauseous.
I understand that you are very busy but it seems like something has changed in our friendship. I know that I am a difficult friend but also I am a very sincere friend and I want what is best for you always and under any circumstances. I love those I love more than myself.
And I am almost always tearful, because things at home are so hard. And I have trouble expressing myself because I am a very simple girl. So I think there might be misunderstandings.
But you are a wonderful friend and I know you care about me and I do not doubt anything about your friendship and you are the best friend to me. Please forgive me, if I have hurt you.
I miss you. I never meant to hurt you in any way.