Oh Eve, you don't want to feel intoxicated anymore? Or is it because you don't want to hear all that flummery from men who adore you? :) Don't tell me you don't enjoy a fling or two, cause that's the best for keeping things alive and yourself turned on, well, at least some women fancy the idea of being adored.
Anyhow, all this screed aside. I'm sure you would certainly go for it if you had met that Mr. Right, am I right? :) I would love to get inside your head and extract all this information you are hiding :) Since that's impossible I would be just glad to know your a bit skewered attitude towards something you call "sobriety in life". Maybe you'll find your divine, physically zany and unflinchingly brave man. I wish you good luck. Keeping things crossed :)