DISAPPOINTMENT
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Left out there alone among the ruins of my life
Where has the sun shining upon my face gone
Now only frosty wind blows straight into my eyes
That’s me on the shore staring at the distant horizon
I have nothing left being devoid of evanescent hope
Being deceived by the delusive world i wonder if it’s fair
Though realization of my dreams seemed to be so close
To be thrown to drown in the the ocean of crimson despair
How could i look into eyes of my dissapointed mother
Empty words can’t cope with the terrible reality
How to apologise her for giving a lot of bother
Tromented by allembracing debility
Trying so hard to keep evanescent, lost happiness
Condemned by all those peole with hearts of stone
Just one question rattling in my head nonetheless
How to carry on.............
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