Of course i love Poland. But the point is that this travel would cost us about 10 000 $ - i wouldn't like to go by myself so the cost for me and my hubby is rather ehr.... choking :-) Especially when we want to buy a house and 10 000 is the base for taking a mortgage... So as you can see life is based on making choices. I can either go to Poland right now or invest this money in my own house and go to Poland later... I choose go later...
BTW i remember all happy moments in Poland and so on and so on but i also remember those not so good. I just made a choice... Somehow i couldn't stand the thought that tomorrow i can be with no job... Or to be told i am too old for working...
:-) :-) :-) I like your optimism anyway :-) If there were more people like you in Poland many years ago...